I identify with Bart Millard of MercyMe in these lyrics:

Could it be that on my worst day
How You love me still will not change?
What if it’s really not about
What I do but what you did,

Oh what if
This ain’t wishful thinking it’s just how it is

In a world that if you aren’t looking out for you, no one is, I struggle with grasping this thought

It’s illogical, but this is just how it is.